People come and gone, come with good and gone with bad, sometimes I ask my self 'is this my fault?' I try to answer that question and yeah I am not perfect, I am not perfect, I am not Khairil Gibran the greatest poem maker, I am not Iwan Fals the greatest song maker, I am not perfect cause nobody perfect.
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| EMINEM! |
I give my best to make something that I can proudly, I give my breath, I give my power to make something looks like perfect but in fact I can't make everyone nice to me, I can't make every single person feel happy with me. Sometimes in my daily life I always make a fault, I try my best but always make it true. Hahaha
So, after all of that, I chose to be a loner, I never mind to be alone because I can productive anyway. I can think, sing, write, play guitar, play keyboard and liberate my mind when I am alone. I used to be like this and have no problem at all with other people but sometimes I don't why there's always something annoy my mind. hahaa
I can socialize too, I have good friends and we love to spend time together and have fun, I have friends in Jakarta and Makassar ofcourse. Then yeah I need sometime to be alone in my daily life to reflect my life, to talk to my self what I've been through, to brainstorm with my self. and I realize that I just need a space where I can be true to my life and myself, not that I become someone else when I am not alone, but at the end of the day all I need is just myself.
Trouble, trouble and trouble come and gone, always trouble and I hate that, I hate when I do the best in one side but in the other side I can't be good, why I can be good at all? why I can give my best at all? Why Why Why, what's wrong with me?
When I do my best in one side people love my, people appreciate it BUT I can't do my best in other side people hate me because I can't take my responsible with it.
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| ME! |
Then it comes, I realized that I can't and not always alone anymore. The time when we're together, I have a great friends in Jakarta my classmate the best friend I ever had, and you know what? The fact is I can't productive when I am really alone. Guess what, all I need is something like this, I want to trade some of my plans with this because I love doing this, spending the rest of your life with something real, something good, it's even already better than that. Something that can warm you up inside just like it should.
Because after all,
The world is too big
To walk alone, and you'll never walk alone
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